I miss me.
10.05.2003, 12:15 a.m.

Been too long. I guess writing isn't in my agenda anymore. Not to say I don't miss it. Especially when I read entries of yesteryears.

I miss myself. I think I've forgotten who I am. All I am anymore is someone who is out of time. No time for school, no time for really spending time with anyone. If I'm with Sarah, I should be doing school work. If I'm doing school work I should be with Sarah or sleeping. If I'm sleeping I should be doing school work or being with sarah or doing laundry. People around me are changing and evolving and becoming something. I can't help but feel left behind. Even my 'best friend' is doing better than me. I'm trying. But I fear it's not good enough. I feel like I'm drowning and no one cares.

Does anyone care anymore? Or am I just a voice in the million who no one listens to anymore?

I miss me.

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