behind blue eyes.
10.19.2003, 11:28 p.m.

i used to hate limp bizkit. i really did. but their new song from the 'gothika' soundtrack is like the best song i've heard in a while. gothika, by the way, looks like a kick ass movie. i wish it was out already. maybe i'd go do that for my birthday. anyway.

i felt like posting lyrics here. not only to hide yesterdays entry. but because i wanted to have them somewhere.

there's one part of the song, that is totally my life as of late.

"but my dreams they aren't as empty
as my conscious seems to be
i have hours, only lonely
my love is vengeance
that's never free
no one knows what its like
to feel these feelings
like i do, and i blame you!
no one bites back as hard
on their anger
none of my pain woe
can show through"

i've been really angry lately. i don't know why. anger and sadness don't mix well.

here's the whole song.

no one knows what it's like
to be the bad man
to be the sad man
behind blue eyes
and no one knows
what it's like to be hated
to be faded to telling only lies
but my dreams they aren't as empty
as my conscious seems to be
i have hours, only lonely
my love is vengeance
that's never free
no one knows what its like
to feel these feelings
like i do, and i blame you!
no one bites back as hard
on their anger
none of my pain woe
can show through
but my dreams they aren't as empty
as my conscious seems to be
i have hours, only lonely
my love is vengeance
that's never free
discover l.i.m.p. say it [x4]
no one knows what its like
to be mistreated, to be defeated
behind blue eyes
no one know how to say
that they're sorry and don't worry
but my dreams they aren't as empty
as my conscious seems to be
i have hours, only lonely
my love is vengeance
that's never free
i'm not telling lies
no one knows what its like
to be the bad man, to be the sad man
behind blue eyes.

that feels like it's basically my life as of lately. except the whole being a man thing. and the whole blue eyes things. i have more greenish i think.

i guess, in a way, my depression is in full swing again.

i have hours, only lonely.

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