iwantitback
09.28.2005, 12:55 a.m.

i decided not to post it. are you surprised? i'm sure you're not. i haven't posted in forever. i haven't really let my heart unburden itself in far too long.
maybe distance does this.
maybe time does.
maybe maturity.
maybe all the other bullshit reasons we are all told to "wait" and "discover".
all i know is..

i want it back.iwantitback.
it's not happening.
i've been waiting for four (?) years. and it's not coming back.
maybe i should give up on my hopes and dreams. it's not coming back to fulfill them.
i want to be considered "amazing" again.
iwantitback.

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